⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ School update!! 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

When I tell you I was stressing for nothing!! School went super well, and I got a nice class too, everyone is so kind!! I made a few friends and I'm super happy about it because I didn't need to talk to much either!! I have the same PE and math teacher as last year and honestly it doesn't bother me much since they're both kind. We did group activities to get to know everyone that was in our class and that was the only thing that really annoyed me since I'm not that good at socializing but it was fun still!!

My schedule is alright. I start school at 7am and finish at 5 or 6pm everyday, which will certainly be a bit exhausting but at least my schedule's not filled with subjects I hate. I'm so excited to start my philosophy, history and politics lessons!! I have always been interested by those and I will probably try and write some of my essays here to train, and also because it could be interesting.

I ended up wearing the top my mom gave me and kept my outfit simple. The sleeves were not so bad I guess, and my best friend said it looked pretty. We both called to get ready together and it felt really nice, especially since we've both been so stressed about going back to school, and it allowed us to laugh together a bit more too. We both chose to wear tops of the same color unintentionally!! It was really funny and I was so dissapointed it had to end so soon, since right after that I had to head to school. I didn't pay much attention to the time and when I arrived to school there was a lot of people already and it was so hard to move!! I stumbled across some of the girls that was in my class last year and we stayed together until we knew in which class we were. I didn't recognize anyone in my class when I found it, except for a girl that was in mine last year and a boy I've been friend with when we were in middle school, but since we aren't anymore it doesn't really count. He's really sweet and I was the one telling him I didn't want to be his friend anymore after something he did but I know he won't bother me or anything like that so I don't really mind. I was surprised to see how much everyone had changed in only one summer!! It always makes me realize how much people actually take advantage of summer to change themselves!!

Tomorrow is the day we have to take pictures for the yearbook and it'll also be when we'll try our classes for the first time!! I was supposed to start with French in first period but I don't know if my teacher's here or not since apparently my school called my mom to tell her that they might be sick but there's no way for us to know, the websites or whatever the academy was using got pirated so we can't log in yet to check. I will also have my first class of philosophy, I'm so excited!!! It's two hours in a row but my spécialités are all grouped like that, I have a lot of classes of two hours unfortunately and it sounds super exhausting.

HGGSP and HLP are very hard spécialités so I'll have to work a lot, I won't be as active as I used to be but I'll post something at least once or twice in the week!! I have my BAC exams to pass too so yeah, this year isn't going to be as peaceful as the others.

With that said, I hope y'all are doing amazing too!! Sending a lot of kisses xx

 ⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ Oh my days.... 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

I CAN'T believe I'm going back to hell (school) tomorrow!!! Summer fun is finished already omg. I hope every one of you loved this summer, I kinda did. I love how much I managed to change about me in only 2 months.

There is so much things stressing me right now, I've been super busy and  I still don't know what I'm going to wear. I really don't know what's with me this year, usually I know my outfit at least a month and half before school and this year nothing???

It's not exactly that I have no clothes or anything. With all the thrifting I've done I have enough clothes, damn right I do! I just have so many outfit ideas I want to try it just makes it difficult to choose one for the first day of school.

I should just stop wondering what I'll wear and pick something randomly. It's still just school after all. I'm really tempted to do that but the first appearance matter so much!!! Last year I got told that I looked super mean on my first day and I can't say I liked people saying that about me, especially considering the fact that I'm everything but mean.

I'm super anxious about my class too, I hope I'm not going to end up with mean girls or vicieuses like we say in French because I had enough from last year already. Last day I opened Snapchat to check my messages and found out one of the girls I had on it removed me from her friends. I knew she hated me, I just had no proof and I'm so annoyed. Right after I told her happy birthday too. She was just trying to be kind but I could see at the way she talked and looked at me that she was definitely not fucking with me. I didn't do anything to her but I guess I was too dull for her liking lol. She was kinda mean anyway, I was feeling a bit awkward every time I had to do something with her, like she was constantly judging me for breathing. So I don't mind that much, you can't be friend with everyone I guess.

My sleep schedule is no better. I said I would try to improve it but I only ended up not sleeping for a full 24h just because I stayed up way too late to even think about sleeping. I'm never doing that again, it felt like my eyes were constantly burning. Please don't do that either it's really not worth it.

It's fine I'll probably sleep around 3 and I'll be fine for tomorrow. I have to remember I have to do the what's in my bag thingy, I hope I won't forget.

Anyway, I added a new song on my MP3 called PVI, I've been obsessed with it lately. Feel free to check it out!! I'll keep y'all updated about school.

Kisses xx